Changes

Changes take place in our daily life.
I hate it when it come to relationship.
Like, friendship.

I've been the one who initiates conversations and outings,
most of the time.
It get tired when they turn me down almost every single time.
Maybe what you give is really not what you will get.
Sometimes, I really do hope people treat me the same like how I treated them.
Now that they are free, I do hope they remember to call me out for,
maybe a cup of coffee?..
I'm still waiting though..
Friendship don't last when you are the only one who is keep holding on.
I guess, I will rather let it fade.
Since they are not willing to put effort on holding the bond,
why must I ?..
Maybe I am just getting frustrated,
but at the same time, I found out a few friends,
who approach me first for random meet ups.

Its easier to say than do. I understand that.
But I'll remember what I said, and keep my promise.
If you cant keep it, then don't say it out loud at the first place.

Crossroad. Here I am

My result was out on the 15th July. Passed all of them.
And also free from university life for, forever.
Was really excited at the moment, even cried.
Was so relieved that it was the last semester. No more extension.
The longer you stay at the same environment, the more demotivated you are.
At least, that is what I learned from these 3 months.

Take up another casual work in university, just to kill time,
relax myself and also to get some extra earning for my graduation trip.
People starts to ask me if I have apply any job.
For God sake, i'm only free for like few weeks,
and they expect me to step into the working society.

I need to breathe. And i'm still not ready for it.
Was keep telling myself that the new chapter will begin after my trip.
So, for now, I'll just try my best to enjoy my free time.
And maybe look up for some job of interest.

Whats wrong with working in a field totally different with what you had studied ?
The elders are a little over reacted about it.
They even expect me to treat them luxurious meal and other stuff.
How do I do that if I'm gonna stay with the expected job which come with a low salary?
So, leave me with my own choice.
At least, that will be what I want, and I will bear with the consequences.

Can't really recall when I last made a post.
Laziness strike really hard on me..I mean in blogging..
Had a part time job in my own university,
Helping out in the administration department..
Realized a lot of differences between your friends
and when they become your colleagues..

Had to manage your relationships with the people in the office..
And found out some people really good at it..
I mean 'wiping shoes'..of course..
Sorry to say that I'm not that kind of person..
 I'm more to those who quietly do their part
and stay in their position..
A more action-speak-louder-than-words-person..

Attended my friends' convocation last week..
I was supposed to graduate with them..
But I extend another semester..
to let myself have a more relaxing way to end my university life..
They were throwing their mortar boards into the air,
a simple act that signify freedoms..
But also an act that signifies more responsibilities..
To secure a job, to start paying own expenses,
to step into another environment..

I'm not ready for all of them..
And that's the reason why I extended my studies..
Hope everything goes well and I will have my loved ones there in my convocation..
Hope I'm ready by then..

Overtake by laziness

Haha. Ever since my attachment in Assunta Hospital ended,
I was trying my best to keep myself relaxed.
Celebrated my birthday twice, one with my beloved close friends and another one with my current university mates.
Had fun twice,so unforgettable.
And a new semester ahead, I hope I can do better, more determined.
Taking only three units this sem,gonna take it slowly..enjoy my last year of university life..
Time really flies..and im gonna step into working life really soon..
Sigh..Isn't it way too fast..

Sad thing happened today..

A bad news. a very bad one indeed.
Heard the news of my teacher's death.
It's Mr.Ang, my maths teacher for form 1 and 2.
He was so lively, young, and naughty in a way..
he always remember me as 'mei ting's sister'..
I went to his home tuition, and there is where i gain my stronger math basic..
When i walk around the corridor and met him, he will like " Hor, ponteng?"..
It was long time since i ever saw him..
and the other time i heard about him..
was that he broke his arm when he was shifting the P.A. system..
and found out diagnosed with 3rd stage bone cancer..
and his daughter did something really bad to him at the same time...

Two days ago, saw someone posted in fb that he was in the ward in sunway hospital..
Me and my sister were worried if something bad really happen..
Today,again in facebook..i saw his news..
And his picture too..
And realize i never had a photo with him..
And now he was gone, to heaven, a better place to be..
I don't regret of not visiting him, because i don't think i can stand seeing him suffering from what he shouldn't be suffering from..
He is a good man..but why..but now he is set free..without suffer and pain..
I'm looking at his picture now..and i can't believe he is not with us anymore..
He, the one who has being healthy and cheeky and fierce sometime as a responsible discipline teacher..

R.I.P, Mr. Ang

Nothing as title again.
Just suddenly feel so.
Sometimes just don't bug your friend so much.
Really hope she can own a car herself.
Because it is really so inconvenient to always have us to fetch her home.
Its more over when her house is no way on our route home.

Don't know what to put as title.

Just something from the heart..

You know, we love to talk crap sometimes.

But, someone will just come and talk so intelligently,

and put all her knowledge in all her lines..

This will make you a boring person you know..

Sometimes you talk silly, or talk nonsense..

we can still laugh at it, and have fun..joke on ourselves..

You don't have to add facts or what pro stuff in everything you say..

This will make you not part of us, while we are enjoying our crap, you come and break it..

So, sometimes..just go with the flow..and laugh along..XD

Kill me for my soft-heartedness

Yes, im a soft-hearted person.
Even if there's something im so not willing to do, if you keep begging me pity-ly, even if its against my will so strongly, i will still be there to do you your favor and end up myself being emo..
I hate this part of myself..
But,what can i do, i'm born this way..
I feel bad of turning someone down..
Thats why i make myself feel bad instead..
And you, stop forcing me, i have a right to say NO.

New sem begun.

Yeah, new sem started..im occupied with reports and assignments again..
Taking anatomy, physiology, cell metabolism and recombinant DNA this sem..
And the units sound crazy to me..
Anatomy was fun, but require a lot of memorizing..
We need to know all the muscles,bones and the nerves part of the hands and legs and other parts of the body..Its insane i know..but i can draw them..and i like drawing~~
Physio was all about body system,like endocrine,reproduction..
Cell metabolism was like..again..all about chemistry..
Recombinant DNA is the worst,an alien unit to me..
Hope i can cope well..and score good in my internal this time..

Annoying crush she has

Yeah,it's her again.
She's keep telling others that she had no more feeling toward that crush, and why bother if you have no more feeling on him, he should be some passer-by or stranger to you by now, isn't it?..
She was telling me, her so called ex-crush untag his name in most of the photo in her album..
Obviously,he is avoiding her right ,yet she still don't get it and take it as a sign of arrogant..
Now,i'm kinda worried of falling for someone, will i become like her,being so annoying???..

A "walking" and "jumping" trip.

Went to our historical Malacca for a 3 days 2 nights trip..
This is where we stayed..
Baba House
Very baba-ish and authentic and convenient too..
And their basin is actually a huge bowl..XD
After checking-in and settled our luggage;
our first lunch at Hoe Kee Chicken Rice Ball
The 'smooth smooth' chicken.
Tasty chicken rice balls..
After re-charging, we started our walking trip..
Malacca river..
Beside the road junction, we found this small Windmill..
And across the junction, there stood Christ church, Stadthuy, Malacca Clock Tower,fountain..
Malacca clock tower
Christ church
The most popular vehicle in Malacca, the tricycle~~
From there, it links to the St.Paul's church which is located on the hill..

With a great view of part of the city and the sea..
As we walked down the hill, we reach the Port Santiago, a.k.a A' Famosa

From there,we walked all the way to Dataran Pahlawan..
Actually we were supposed to go for a movie,but before that..
we were attracted by the soft-looking-grass field, and did some jumping there..My perfect solo shot..
a small mushroom on our way..
After the movie "X-men:First Class",
we went to Menara Taming Sari..
and go for the thousand-layer-cake..

We headed back to our guest house and has some simple Portuguese food as dinner.

On the second day,after our breakfast, our journey of the day started from a river cruise..
we did jumping again before the jetty..
My friend was supposed to 'kick' me,but instead she was like using her butt..to attack me..XD
Some nice wall arts seen along the river..
Private A'Famosa?..LOL
Then we went to the Maritime museum which was just beside the jetty..
Our very own dinosaur's eggs..
On the way heading back to Jonker for lunch,we saw this magnificent church,
Francis Xavier Church..my favorite of all..love the rooftop..
Our lunch, nyonya laksa
mixed fruit cendol
jackfruit cendol
durian cendol
papaya cendol
After lunch, we wandered around Jonker street..
too bad we came during weekdays,because the jonker night street only open during friday and weekend..

Coffin phone,chinese sure won't use it..XDNice bottled drinks found mostly everywhere in Malacca but not here..
Really refreshing when you drink during a hot day..
Around 4, we drove to search for delicacies again..
This time, satay celup..
This Capitol Satay Celup supposed to pen at 5pm but the queue started at 4.30pm,crazy right?
All sticks are selling at rm0.80..and self-service..

Dip,dip dip..
We drove back to the river bank of Malacca river after had fun dipping and eating at Capitol.
Different view of Maritime museum during the night..
After enjoying the breeze until 8pm,we headed to some hawker's stalls recommended in some taiwan tv show,and we managed to find it..
The stall is managed by some really old uncles and aunties..
Their fresh and juicy lala..
Their signature dish, Si Bao (4 treasures)..XD
We went for the Transformer 3 midnight movie..but most of the time i was half asleep..
so not really clear about the story..just know that the graphic was fantastic..

On the 3rd day, we woke up a bit later..
had some light breakfast, and began to pack our things up..
Then, headed to the famous restaurant Jonker88..

Their nyonya laksa,most of us thought that it is better than the previous one we ate..
Yuan Yang laksa, combination of Nyonya laksa and Baba laksa..
Durian cendol..
Nata de coco..
Durian puff,just a few shops away..
Finger-licking-good..
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Finally done with the pictures upload.
The latest mozilla sucks to the max, crashed so many times when im uploading them.